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Boner Jamz '03
03:43
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There's a strange tension in the air,
or maybe it's just me.
Maybe you don't see me and I'm going crazy.
I'm trying my best not to be like him,
but I can't blame him for always wanting to know how you think.
Alone and hanging out to dry.
Would you please stop smiling at me?
It's your smile that makes me want to wake
and I don't want to wake if you don't want me to be yours.
Your mixed signals are colder than Virginia November
and I've written a thousand letters
I'll never send you
because
You don't give a fuck
about what I have to say
and if you don't give a fuck
then why should I give a fuck?
Alone,
like you've always wanted to be.
You cut all your strings
and forgot all about me.
Alone and hanging out to dry.
I'd rather have you as a friend
then not have you at all
so I'll watch you watch me be miserable
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She's Feelin' My Gangsta
02:20
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This isn't the first time that I've lost what was almost mine.
A day, a dime breaking a sweat, I just want to feel alive again.
I've realized my weaknesses. I need to feel needed.
I need to know that I have a reason to come home.
I'm trying to find what it is
that I don't got that's keeping you just out of my reach.
I realized my weakness. I need to feel needed.
I need to know that I have a reason to come home.
Take 2007 out of my head.
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I feel like a liar, and my mind changes quicker then you do
and I don't know what to say, and I don't know what to do.
It's not that I wasn't sincere when I told you
that what I said to you was from my heart.
It's just that I can't put myself through Hell again,
and to me this just isn't worth it.
So I'm sorry that I led you to believe in me in the first place.
Sometimes I bite off more than I can chew.
And I know that it hurts, but you're fucking awesome.
And I'm sure that you'll find someone cooler than me anyway.
I left your necklace with a note in your mailbox
I know it makes me a scum bag but I can't stand to see you cry.
We both knew this was coming. It just hit me so hard.
So I tried to back out to avoid a dramatic goodbye.
This only has to be (goodbye) If you want it to be.
The next time that me and my best friends are in your city,
I'll bring along that apology that I left out before.
I watched you walk out of that door and I didn't say a thing.
'Cause "I don't fucking care! No I don't fucking care"
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Cooler
03:30
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I've chosen to neglect the things I heard you said
because they never meant half as much as you meant to yourself.
You don't care about anyone else.
"When you turn your back on your friends,
I don't know how you sleep at night"
You don't have to say your sorry.
I'll still think that you're an asshole.
People change, but I feel fine, people change but I feel fine.
I found my way of ridding stress,
screaming as loud as I can just to test my voice.
And I want the world to know that you're a piece of shit.
As fucked up as that is. I feel fine
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